I've done the same thing over and over today ...
Typed out a blog post and deleted it. Typed a text message and deleted it. Almost hit the "send" button in an email and deleted it. Wrote a FB message and deleted it. Wrote a status update and deleted it. Wrote an article and deleted an entire paragraph.
What is it with me that makes me so unsure of myself today? I hate walking on eggshells but it seems ... sometimes ... I'm not really doing anything but I'm trying to avoid from doing anything wrong.
I'm afraid to write a blog post that might hurt some of my faceless readers. I'm afraid to say too much in a text message for fear of misinterpretation. I don't want to send an email because I don't know what are the underlying repercussions. I don't want to write a nonsensical status update. I don't want my articles to sound like an immature child has just written it.
Deleted, censored, washed, cut and dried. That's how my words come out these days.
And they say we live in a free world. *eye roll*
Typed out a blog post and deleted it. Typed a text message and deleted it. Almost hit the "send" button in an email and deleted it. Wrote a FB message and deleted it. Wrote a status update and deleted it. Wrote an article and deleted an entire paragraph.
What is it with me that makes me so unsure of myself today? I hate walking on eggshells but it seems ... sometimes ... I'm not really doing anything but I'm trying to avoid from doing anything wrong.
I'm afraid to write a blog post that might hurt some of my faceless readers. I'm afraid to say too much in a text message for fear of misinterpretation. I don't want to send an email because I don't know what are the underlying repercussions. I don't want to write a nonsensical status update. I don't want my articles to sound like an immature child has just written it.
Deleted, censored, washed, cut and dried. That's how my words come out these days.
And they say we live in a free world. *eye roll*

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