I usually love updating my blog but in light of recent events, I am overwhelmed by a sudden ignorance towards my blog.
After all, it is just a blog. What anyone says about it or about its contents should not really matter cuz ... this blog is nothing but a vague reflection of my real life.
But somehow, I am so closely connected to this site that if anyone says anything about my blog, I tend to get defensive. I tend to retreat into silence. I tend to want to 'protect' this blog from further insults by NOT writing in it.
I'm not normally a sensitive soul ... but these things ... arghhh, these things are messing up my mind.
I believe ... perhaps ... I might be much more happier without this.
Perceptible sense or not ... it has to end one day or another.
Update: Emo giler this post. Cannot tahan.
After all, it is just a blog. What anyone says about it or about its contents should not really matter cuz ... this blog is nothing but a vague reflection of my real life.
But somehow, I am so closely connected to this site that if anyone says anything about my blog, I tend to get defensive. I tend to retreat into silence. I tend to want to 'protect' this blog from further insults by NOT writing in it.
I'm not normally a sensitive soul ... but these things ... arghhh, these things are messing up my mind.
I believe ... perhaps ... I might be much more happier without this.
Perceptible sense or not ... it has to end one day or another.
Update: Emo giler this post. Cannot tahan.

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