Sometimes I miss calling..."mom" and "dad". I don't consider myself lucky cuz there are some people might think that I'm the luckiest person, they said "hey, look at the bright sight..at least there's no more parental control for u".

But ever since they left, the scenario are not the same...there's no one I can call their name. I remembered there was a time when I couldn't find my most favorite jeans...I would come to my mom and asked her has she seen it, she would reply, "Girl, don't make such a big fuss, look carefully in your cabinet underneath your baby blue pj"...true enough it has been there all the while. I would reply back to her, "but it wasn't there when I looked earlier".

This may sound crazy but there's time when I even thought of advertising myself for adoption. I was thinking if this may sounds convincing enough for people to adopt me, "Daughter for Adoption. Description~Early 30s, Malaysian, 49kg (under nourish due to lack of mom's cooking), somewhat adorable, love sports, 50% obedient 50% rebellious".

I mean people would do anything just to get what they want...but is this the right way??